tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48631387042344420572023-11-15T15:22:33.733+02:00"Small victories, large defeats."Love.
Life.
Death.
All of the above.Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-33856988953051056512014-09-14T11:43:00.002+02:002014-09-14T12:13:53.446+02:00As liefde te ver gevat word.<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Dit is warm en ek dink die hitte vertraag my dink proses.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Het ek regtig gesien wat ek dink ek gesien het?</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Of was dit net als n emosionele aanvraag op wat onder my bewus syn le.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Nee. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">My oe was reg en my hart weer verkeerd. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Hierdie parkie het n trio se toekomste gesteel.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Kom nader sodat ek my pyn aan jou kan af smeer.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Die sagte gras verbeter nie die harde impak van jou woorde nie.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Hul se jy moet mos nooit wit dra na "labour day" nie.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Maar skat jyt nie n keuse nie.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Een manier of ander gaan daar bloed merke wees.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Myne. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Of joune. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Of syne.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Maar dis moeilik om iemand seer te maak wat jy oor om gee, of so het ek gedink.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Ek is al talle kere verkeerd bewys deur verlede romanse.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Moenie skree nie engel. Hierdie lem is bedoel om die middel man te verwyder.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Wees net kalm en ek sal al die bewyse van sy bestaan verwyder.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Maar hy het nie veel agter gelos nie, het hy?</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Glo my dit maak my seerder as wat dit jou maak, want nou het ek nie meer kompetisie nie.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Maar vee jou trane af skat want dit was als vir jou. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Kom ons wees eerlik.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">As dit nie vir jou was nie dan het hy seker nog n dag gehad om n valse profeet te wees.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Om opgebruikte woorde bymekaar te slaan en talentvol te verskyn.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Kyk, hier le die bewyse dat jy nie jou broodjie aan alby kante gesmeer kan he nie, 6 voet onder die grond.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Net soveel woorde en trane kan keer wat die wurms aan hom sal doen.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Ekt net bewys en my belofte gehou dat ek jou lief het en niemand ooit tussen ons sal kom nie.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Jou histeria maak sake nie beter vir ons 48uur planne nie, so aanvaar hierdie tou. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Dis om jou vas te hou terwyl ek die man wees en alle sake hanteer. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Want geen vrou is gelukkig om net by die huis alleen te sit nie.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Ek gaan die wereld vir jou gee en meer. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Doen net asb wat ek se.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Ek sal alle beeld materiaal van jou gedagtes af verwyder sodat ons op n nuwe bladsy kan begin.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Dwelms, wat n wonder werk. </span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Wat n teken van bo terwyl die lyk vrot van onder.</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Engel, eks nie jamer nie maar jy kan my vergewe as jy wil?</span></strong></div>
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<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Hierdie is die top punt van liefde. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Glo dit of nie.</span></strong></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-84660468973755647782014-09-14T11:35:00.000+02:002014-09-14T13:22:43.024+02:00God Only Borrows.<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">It's in bad taste to give a gift and to take it away. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Yet God does this everyday. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I'm not saying that I wanted you dear... </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I'm just saying that you could've stayed.</span></strong></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I warned you from the start what to expect. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But a warning is meaningless when it falls on death's ears. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I'm not the black plague. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But every living thing I touch will eventually die some day.</span></strong></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">That's why I hate to love you for making promises of forever. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Yet I can't run away from you, and believe me, I've tried. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I’m like a dog chasing a car. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Dying to end up under your tyres.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Just wishing that I could go to bed with a knife taped to my hand. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">And hopefully when I wake up and rub my eyes in the morning I wont be seeing you again.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Well you failed me. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">And I take failure with a pinch of salt, and pretty soon ill be drifting in an ocean. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Stranded, Thirsty and lonesome. </span></strong><br />
<strong><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Nothing like a shot of vodka to make me sink back into the depths of our love down below.</span></strong></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-14966296050050871302014-09-14T08:38:00.002+02:002014-10-11T00:14:52.728+02:00All for you.<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 5pt 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">Every
second we take and make our own were creating something beautiful, like a love
poem. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">Something written by the hand of Shakespeare’s lifeless corpse. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">We know what to
expect from life but somehow we still get caught.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 5pt 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">We get caught out by sudden turns of events.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">And now the silver lining is at times my only defense.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">This road seems to go on forever but it never goes anywhere, because that someone special was never there. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;">Panic
attacks without a constitution deliver a verdict of guilty on own terms. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;">But no
one ever reads those terms so we agree to accept people as fucked up as they
are and appear shocked when their true colors come out. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;">But
since the music is playing, we can't object to the way our feet tap on this
drink-spilt-floor where thousands of broken relationships were born on. And
clearly my dear, we are no exception.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">Now
there are three stories all happening in a row. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">The story of me, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt;">the story of
you and the third story of this buildings ledge I’m standing on.<br />
I couldn't have asked for a better setting. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt;">The
perfect weather for my dying mood and the cheapest wine, my staple food.</span>Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-2659134403341337092014-07-28T22:03:00.002+02:002014-09-14T08:29:25.753+02:00Oe oop.<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Oe
oop. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Oe
toe. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Rol
om. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Rol
terug. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Herhaal
die proses tot die oggend son sy kop uit steek. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Staan
op. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Staan
sterk. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Gemoed
swak. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Hart
werk. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Gaan
terug bed toe om weg te kruip van die wereld af. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Foon
in hand. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Foon
op tafel. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Geen
oproepe. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Geen
boodskappe. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Sy
wil eensweer nie met my praat nie. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Skoene
aan. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Skoen veters
vas. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Begin
kar. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Straat
af. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Ek
gaan maar net doen wat ek die beste doen.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Geld
uit. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">R100. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Deur
die strate.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Bier in hand.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Probeer
weer van my probleme weg hardloop.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 17pt;">Jaag
na haar toe.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Kind in pad.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Swaai
uit.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Teen
n boom vas<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Le
en ruk ruk terwyl die bloed van my wonde drip drip.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Mense
gil.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Kan
nie beweeg.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Sirene
skree<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Te
veel seer.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Ek lieg en se dat ek nie dood wil gaan nie. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 17pt;">Terwyl die son oor alles uitkyk</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; font-size: 17pt;">Probeer hulle my red.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Engele roep.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Oe
oop.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 17.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Oe
toe.</span></div>
</div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-40277798503663335372014-07-28T21:58:00.000+02:002014-09-14T08:43:27.365+02:00The Wretched.<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">The reasons start as soon as the feeling
kicks in.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">This is over and it will never be the same
again.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Your mouth made me fall in and out of love
with you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Now I’m falling in and out of conscientiousness
too.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">This romantic tragedy drove me to the
liquor store.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">It dropped me off there and even borrowed
me some money.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">It waited outside while I flirted with the
clerk who was laying up 2 bottles of whiskey.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">It then drove me to the park. </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">My favorite spot in the world to go on about how unfair life is and to sit and watch
people live their lives without me having any impact on them. </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">I could be dead
and they wouldn't even notice.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">It’s the same stupid cliche.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Boy loves girl, girl loves everybody else.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Spare me the body count you've got under
your belt.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">And I’ll spare you this letter of the
feelings I felt.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Let’s go back to the start where you said
it was only you and me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Before you added many more branches to the
lover tree.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Whenever a problem arose you were quick to
hit the door.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Trying to ignore the problem doesn't make
it go away.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">I found that out the hard way.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Like paper clips we get attached to our
death certificates.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">And get lost in the crevices of time and
get forgotten and replaced. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA">Like we’re all just disposable. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
The good make way for the bad through negligence.<br />
The innocent make way for the corrupt through loneliness.<br />
Together they make a void where disposable lost souls just keep drifting around, and this is where I met you.</div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-82189188477633440872014-06-07T22:21:00.004+02:002014-09-14T08:45:29.772+02:00Dead Lover Society.<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Like claws suspended by string and beads<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">You hang from my neck and I wear you proud<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">You deadly creature you. You sign of
strength.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I had to hunt you down.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I had to prove a point that I am an alpha
male and that I take what I want.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And I wanted you. And only you.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But that’s what I wanted and now I want
your head against the wall.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Smiling or with a cigarette hanging from
your lips.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Pray for the prey.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I for an eye.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">It took 1 shot. And it changed us both. You
have been weakened by an always lingering complex that has now found a
permanent home in you.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I have been strengthened by you begging me
to take you back.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">How superior can a man feel?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Oh how an ego can grow and be bold.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But you have always been a dangerous
creature. And me humiliating you in public only strengthened the danger in your
eyes.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I found that out the hard way when you hid
in my back seat and strangled me with love.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Whispering sweet everything’s in my ear
while I gasped for air and tried to grab hold of anything to make you stop.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Your ears or your hands or your hair.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">This was it. This was done.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"> My
ego and arrogance has become the death of me.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">My last breath came along with a kiss on
the cheek and the wisest words that I have ever heard.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">”There will always be people who will miss you once you're gone, but there will also always be people who never knew you existed in the first place.”</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-36500562930649130922014-06-07T22:09:00.001+02:002014-09-14T08:51:28.838+02:00To the one.<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">You never truly know what you have until it gets taken away
from you.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">She is every word I put to paper and every thought that ends
with a full stop.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">She deserves the best and the best was never close to me.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">26 years of figuring out where I belong and what to achieve
just to sit here 7 years behind the rest.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">My heart is hers but what can she do with such a disposable
thing?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Full of words and promises but lacking in actions and
tangible love and feelings.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I’m sitting here as a broken man once again.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Always hoped to be the one that could save you from
yourself.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">To be there when the pillars cave in to keep this rickety
bridge from collapsing .<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But I never was there.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I was too caught up in the trivialities of my own life to
stand back <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And realize that this was the time you needed me most.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">How could I ever move on from the person that could have
saved me from me?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But the problem was that she needed saving first and I was
the furthest thing away from being a hero.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I stood back and looked at my own life without making a
move.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Watching her drifting further and further away,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I lie awake at night wondering what could have been.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And all that comes to mind, even though I dislike this phrase
immensely, is that she is all I ever wanted and more.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But it takes more than just saying that to prove it.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I am a miserable person.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And this is all brought on by my own actions.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Every soft short finger on my hand represents a chance I had
to take you and make you fall in love with me.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Even though the disappointment of losing someone who gave me
a reason to live free has taken the wind out of my sails.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I will not ever lie and say that I did not see this boat sinking.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">No matter how hard I try, I will never amount to shit. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Even less to amount to being someones lover.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I asked for one more chance three chances ago.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I asked to spend time with you, and you made the
right choice to say no.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Cut the cancerous limb before it spreads further to every
single room in your heart.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Because all four rooms in my heart are preoccupied by the furniture we could've picked out together.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Because no matter what you ever say, I will never give up on
you or move on. No matter how masochistic or desperate that might seem.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">You are the reason I sit up at night and want to end it all
but at the same time never want to give up. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">For as long as I live, I will never give up on you.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I have missed one chance at happiness. I do not want to miss
it again.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I will never settle for anyone less.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I am not asking you to wait until I sort my miserable life
out.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I am just asking you to live.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Be alive.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Breathe heavily.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">So that I can hopefully come along and take those breaths
away.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I love you with my whole existence.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I never showed it.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I never proved it.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I am nothing more than a stranger to love.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But this stranger loves you so much.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">You exist but you are also missing in action in my life.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Yet you are never missing a beat. Never giving an inch.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<br />Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-37470918871543065112014-06-07T22:05:00.003+02:002014-06-08T09:18:09.120+02:00Aim For The Head.<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I dreamt I was born in the back of a limo my parents were taking to the prom.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Even though I was just a new born I remember the bloody suit of my dad and the bloody mess that was my mom.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Then they had to get married against their will.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">For I was to blame for this ceremony held on the lonely hill.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But my mom took off before walking down the isle.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">My dad was in tears and I in denial.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Fast forward to my third birthday where my dad and I went to the zoo.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I thought everything was going to be okay between me and you.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">We were staring at the male lions killing their young.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">My dad said he'd be right back and left his only son.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">After crying and yelling and kicking and screaming.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">My dad never returned and I was grieving.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Eventually I got adopted by a couple of newly weds who couldn't start a family.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">But the damage was done no matter how much they loved me.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">God hated me, and I would show the careless boy and the whore of a girl.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">what kind of bloody mess they brought into this world.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I found my adopted fathers gun and went through the phonebook.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And not used to my luck, I found their adresses and fled with the gun I took.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I stood in front of my dad as a small little boy.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Screaming at him for the small little boy he destroyed.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I took out the gun and aimed for his head.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Because I was smart enough to know that his heart was already dead.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I pulled the trigger and fell to the floor.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I sat there in a pool of blood and splinters from the door.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I fled from the house and headed to my moms place,</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Just to discover her at the dinner table with three extra plates.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">She started her own family and looked unnaturally happy.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Unlike the few months she spent nursing me.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And the kids looked just like me and the father looked like a good man.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">So how could I take from the children what I never had.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">So I took out the gun and aimed for my head.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Because I was smart enough to know that my heart was already dead.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I pulled the trigger and fell to the floor.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">My mom rushed outside and started crying like the day I was born.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">The horror and terror I could have sown.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">would be nothing compared to the sorrow that I've known.</span></strong></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-81475031675218922402014-06-07T22:03:00.002+02:002014-06-07T22:04:13.108+02:00Vals Hoop.<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Ek le in my bed en wonder hoekom, het alles verkeerd geloop. Het ek iets verkeerd gedoen, Of was dit maar net vals hoop. Ek dink terug aan wat ek kon doen, om alles verder te vat. Maar nou gee ek myself die skuld want my gevoelens was in die pad.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Ek skree op na die hemel daar bo, en vra hoekom is ek lief vir jou. Ek wou vir jou perfek wees, maar ek het my eie graf gegrou. Ek was verlief op jou oë, jou glimlag en jou gees. Maar na alles wat ons gehad het, was hierdie my grootste vrees.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Ek het nie net vir jou, maar ek het ook n vriendskap verloor. Dis hoekom dit so lank vat om al die pyn weg te smoor. Ek sou enige iets vir jou doen, want ek het oor jou om gegee. Nou probeer ek my bes, om al die gevoelens weg te vee.</span></strong></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
<strong style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">En nou staan ek hier alleen, in hierdie oorbevolkte land. Net met jou in my gedagtes, en met n drink in my hand. Daar is niks wat ek oor spuit is nie want ek sou alles weer doen. Van die eerste ontmoeting, tot die laaste soen</span></strong></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-26952915022847881352014-04-29T19:31:00.000+02:002014-04-29T19:33:26.391+02:00To my future valentine.<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">Nobody said that
romance wasn't for the faint of heart. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">Or that it's so damn hard to breathe
while we're far apart. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">And my childish ways and insecurities
keep showing up. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">Yet I still trust you to take good
care of my fragile heart.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">And I know I'm
not perfect, and I know I sometimes fail. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">But somehow you believe in me and
keep me going when I am trail. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">And I will give you the world
darling, to show you that I care. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">We are living proof that love and
life can be fair.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">We haven't been
through a lot yet and we still have a lot to go through. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">But I don't mind 'cause it will be
worth it in the end. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">One day on our wedding night we will
sit and laugh about all the dumb and stupid fights. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">Babe, now I can't imagine my life
without you.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">The memories
we're making now are the stories we will someday tell. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">Our kids will sit and listen and
think it's all just a fairytale. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">And when we grow old and we're almost
at the end. </span></div>
<div style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">
</div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-weight: bold;">I will say that I love you and that
you were always the greatest wife and my closest friend.</span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-55062134945165882102014-04-29T19:28:00.002+02:002014-04-29T19:28:28.171+02:00Taken away, way too early.<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">
I wish I could say
this without a second of doubt or a feeling of repent. But I’m witnessing
something in the making. The making of something that could finish life as we
know it on this God forsaken planet. It might not be true. But we've been
bending the truth for ages to suit our endless needs. We just need something or
someone to believe in. And I’m just a stepping stone for the rest of you to
something bigger. Bigger than what we could grasp or imagine. If God could, he
would throw down a glance and say this was you’re purpose all along. The search
of self and the feeling of being a nobody is finally over. 'Cause it aint death
if you’re life never really got started. And I would look up with a smirk and
ask with hope, if you’re up there waiting for me. And just like only he can, he
would glance down at my feet and say no. For I am a lost soul and a betrayer.
Just like a crippled promise i would sit and wait for the feeling to come back
only to learn the ugly truth. And I will have to choose. And I will stand up
and say "I give my life, so that you can finally feel alive". Because
the mind needs what the heart wants. And all I ever wanted was to get you off
your knees.</div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-45249380838852058812014-04-14T13:43:00.001+02:002014-04-14T13:45:48.952+02:00Die wereld deur my oe.<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind stilte
in geraas.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind vrede in
geweld.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind liefde
in haat.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien n skelm
in elke held.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind simpatie
in apatie.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind niks in
alles.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek kry geluk in
depressie.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind alles
normaal as dit eintlik mal is.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien goed in
die sleg.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien lewe in
die dood.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek voel veilig
as ek vir my lewe veg.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek hoor suiwer
taal in elke vloek woord.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien wit in
swart. Ek voel vol as ek honger is.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind net krag
in my swak hart.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek voel nugter
as ek eintlik dronk is.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien myself
in iemand anders.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek kry
vreemdelinge in my eie familie.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek voel tuis
saam met buitelanders.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien krake in
elke fondasie.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek voel
nogsteeds siek al is ek gesond.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek twyfel al is
ek seker.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek het n storie
vir elke wond.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek word swakker
al word ek beter.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek voel gevind
al is ek verlore.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien die hel
in die hemel.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien n
begrafnis na elke geboorte.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"> Ek vind te
min in te veel.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien n half
leë glas in n wereld wat half vol is.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek voel skuldig
al het ek niks verkeerd gedoen nie.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien n doel
elke keer as ek een mis.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek het vryheid
in n tronk van oppressie.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek kry skaam vir
wat ek op trots moet wees.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek kom laaste al
is ek eerste.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek skree wolf
elke keer as ek God moet skree.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek vind n
behoefte in elke begeerte.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek sien n
realiteit in drome.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Ek het baie al
het ek min.</span></div>
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Eks verkeerd al
gebruik ek die regte woorde.</span></div>
<span style="background-color: black;"><br />
</span><br />
<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 15pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;">Maar met musiek
maak alles sin.</span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-82388399886906993812014-04-14T13:42:00.002+02:002014-04-14T13:42:29.022+02:00We are the worst of our kind.<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">
Things can get out
of hand pretty quickly if you plan to drink all your sorrows away. So I'm
treating this as the first sign of decomposition. Give it a week or 2 and this
"thing" will have become one with the earth. I'm heading towards
another blackout where my inner party animal lies dormant from the 9 to 5
slavery until I break away from myself. I'll be crawling on hands and knees
because a leopard never changes it's spots. But why was it so easy for you to
change without a warning? Loving you was easy. Getting you to love me back was
the hard part. So let's order another round of shooters and watch my apathy
grow, shot by boring shot. While my friends and ex's get awoken in the early
hours of the morning by drunken texts and phone calls. My friends will fall in
line with me and share my glorious grief of losing you. So you've got the wrong
kind of business here if you think that my whole world would stand still for a
moment in time as soon as you walk into it. Oh lord, this party is getting
stiffer by the minute because of you. It is a great fear of ours to die alone
but it is an even greater fear of ours to become our parents and we've put up
with this for far too long so let's break out every drug known to man and watch
you walk away in the early morning street lights in disgust while we have the
time of our night lives. We're all just broken goods in search of a fix. We
live for moments like these. We live.</div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-59327190258263419412014-03-28T18:53:00.000+02:002014-03-28T20:03:50.758+02:00Knuckle deep.<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;">
<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Oh how the mighty keep falling, <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">They said that it was the end of the world but it turns out that it was only the end of us. I forget things because my brain is already dead. It just doesn’t know it yet. And when you’re at the top there is only one place left to go. And even though I strapped myself in for this crazy ride, I’m still feeling dizzy from this downward spiral. I’m the victim to the fierce natural tones of a lustful negotiation. I’m struggling and for a lack of a better word, I’m slaving over this courtship to insure I’m worth the effort. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Your body is a gun and my finger is on the trigger. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">But you say you love me and only me. But I bet you say that to all the guys who were knuckle deep in love with you. Just throw all your empty promises in a well and make a wish upon all the times you got carpet burns while I drown and send a collie to get help. You say you’re different from the last but you’re just the same as the first. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">I’ve made some pretty bad mistakes, but you were the prettiest one. And you’re the type of mistake I make over and over again but never learn from. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Self-loathing, self-desctructive, self-pity, self-indulgence. It seems as though everything always revolves around me. But those same words I use to describe you. Let my last words be I dare you. Let my trigger finger itch. Just take what you want and me down with you because few things can set me free like a gunshot to the head and the smell of you on my sheets. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-36029588199184387962014-03-27T19:19:00.000+02:002014-03-27T19:44:04.935+02:00Pluk die vrugte van die bome wat jy plant.<span style="color: #cccccc;"></span><br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ek is trots op waar vandaan ek kom maar ek haat die gedagte van waar ek op pad is. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Vreemd, hoe die verlede altyd beter as die toekoms lyk. </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #333333; font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0in;">
<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ek't myself verlaat in n poel van sinlose verhoudings en vriendskappe. Maar ek leef daarvoor. Ek kan vir jare nog aangaan sonder n plan. Want wie kort n hart as jy geld het? Wie kort n droom as dit al waar geword het maar jou nie dieselfde satisfaksie gegee het nie? </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Eks onvernietigbaar.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Maar verniet as jy my op die regte stadium van self vernietiging vind. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Kry n kamer. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Maak seker dis by n goedkoop hotel waar meeste mans se harte in gegee het. Plaas 2 munte op hul oe en groet hulle dieselfde manier wat jy jou selfwerd gegroet het. Met min emosie en goeie-gewrig-aksie. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Hierdie is nie jou eerste keer nie is dit? </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ek gooi n handoek in om te se eks uit. My hart raak kouer met elke bier wat ek sluk. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Hierdie is nie n verskoning nie. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ek kan dit net nie meer vat om al my geheue van goeie aande aan jou te verloor nie. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">As jy my regtig lief het dan sal jy my vuil gedagtes agter in die jaard begrawe en dan n boom bo hulle plant. n Boom waar al ons vriende hang en vir ons wag om die toue van angs en depressie te knip met ons skerp tonge. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ons is jong atome, vol energie wat wag vir n kans om hierdie wereld plat te vee. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ons stembande is ons snare en ons harte ons kitare. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Ek kan sien wat jy bedoel.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Jy het nie n gaping om te wys wat jy rerig kan offer nie. Hierdie stad is alles behalwe n plek om in groot te word. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Dis n verhoog. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Waar ons uit gestal word vir die wereld om te sien. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Een diep pit wat elke hoop en droom wat ons het verorber. Ons is karakters sonder n dialoog wat woorde bymekaar string soos n vervelige epiloog. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Maar byt asseblief net vas. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Want daai dose gaan nie weet wat hulle tref totdat jy opdaag en die wereld vertel van iets wat ons leiers in polisiekar nooit kon se nie.</span></span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-77757362000931170772014-03-27T17:56:00.000+02:002014-03-27T17:56:34.152+02:00Home is where the bars are.<span style="color: #cccccc;"></span><br />
<div lang="en-ZA" style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0pt 0pt 10pt;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can feel my world getting smaller.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can feel the walls caving in.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can hear the past catching up.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can feel their presence within.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can see what I am missing.</span></div>
<div lang="en-ZA" style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0pt 0pt 10pt;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can see where I want to be.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can’t hide the fact that I’m lying</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">When I say that I am happy.</span></div>
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<div lang="en-ZA" style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0pt 0pt 10pt;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can’t say where I will end up.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">Or give a reason why I should stay.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">It isn’t because of love.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">For you no longer whisper my name.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can feel my world getting darker.</span></div>
<div lang="en-ZA" style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt; margin: 0pt 0pt 10pt;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;">I can see the walls turning grey.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">Life will only get harder</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">Once my demons come out to play.</span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-12626255189190843122014-03-17T18:34:00.001+02:002014-03-17T18:34:11.440+02:00Till death do us. Part 1.<h3>
<span style="color: #666666;">Based on a friend I lost to drunk driving. How we lived without a care in the world. Everything was just 1 big party and we were unstoppable. One day I will join him in hell and we will have the time of our afterlives.</span></h3>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Just like the days of yester-year, I miss the childish nature
of a joke gone wrong. We were the kings in a town littered with alcoholics.
Elvis would’ve been proud. We know we have to grow up sometime, but how can it
be done when there’s a city full of wet roads and whole female hearts to punch
our tickets in. Everybody has got a story to tell and a chance to yell at the
people who are lying and the people trying to keep us away from feeling drunk
and happy. Take another drink for the road and test if the handbrakes are
working. If not then it was surely worth a try. Just like our fallen comrades
next to the road we will be forgotten by dead flowers and head on collisions.
But come and pay your regards by drowning in gin and join us while we cross the
river Styx. We erect a party wherever we go and it never gets old. Hell better
stock up on drugs and hard liquor, for eternity we will burn the midnight oil
and toast to the good old days and the friends yet to join this VIP only
gathering. Where we shall go down on history and even maybe Monroe.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-54955799460688102152014-03-17T18:23:00.002+02:002015-01-25T19:27:38.364+02:00Uitweg Romantiek.<h3 style="text-align: left;">
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Soos gelowiges ry ons in
n stoet bar toe waar ons die dood van ons probleme en gedagtes seevier.</span><span style="font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Die enigste ding wat ek vrees is die nagevolge van ons aksies,
maar nie vanaand nie.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Vanaand sleep ons die aasvoels huis toe.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Numeries waardes word verkrag deur shots wat met min moeite die
deur van potensiaal toe maak.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Ek was nooit die tipe mens wat n half lee glas gehad het, wat
nie alkohol bevat het.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">N drank asem metafoor sal dit kan bevestig.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Maar wat het julle verwag?</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Dis n generiese syn wat deur die lug golwe sny.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Eks seker dis n skok vir jou hart maar moet nie laat dit jou
ritme af gooi nie.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Ek gun jou n kans om n kans te vat.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Om my hand te vat en my na jou kar toe te lei.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Jy het n stippel lyn oor jou pols en jy wag vir my om hom te
kruis.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Die weerlig skitter en flikker.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Die drank, al hoe witter hoe bitter.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Vat n kans op my op die dans baan.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Met twee vingers gaan ek jou opbring soos al my drank.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Ek wens ek’t sleg gevoel daaroor.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Maar tog staan jy daar met jou merke wat skree vir simpatie.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Maar wat is simpatie sonder dronk verdriet?</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">Wel as ek self moet brand dan weet die here dat ek
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">As ek moet val dan weet jesus dat ek net vir jou sal val.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Cambria, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Cambria, serif;">En as ek hemel toe gaan dan weet die duiwel alleen hoe ek dit
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Gareth Davieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17800968111865009655noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4863138704234442057.post-63103984032445276302014-03-16T12:04:00.001+02:002014-03-17T18:03:46.392+02:00New Age Bloody Mary.<h3>
<span style="color: #444444;">Just something I wrote after an evening in Hatfield square and seeing the young girls and how some of them dress and then had the thought of "if Jack The Ripper were alive today, what fun he would have." so this is just a concept piece on what a modern day Jack the Ripper would think. The line "That tattoo on her lower back is the watermark of the promiscuous" is taken from a quote by the character Hank Moody from the series Californication.</span></h3>
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Self-medication is the best remedy in this
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Approved
by the team who brought you the serial killer gene. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Dim
the lights and cue the music. I've dusted myself off and I've shined my shoes.
I've pressed my tux and freshened up. Now I'm rolling in stride with a new
found arrogance. Dead man walking. Dead man walking. That's what is said when I
hear the girls talking. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">I
am the devil's gift to woman and they can't wait to unwrap me. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Believe
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">No
one can abuse me like me. I truly believe that the whole world goes dark when I
close my eyes and that your last breath can bring it light again. I've signed
my soul over to whoever receives this letter, from hell with love. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">Nothing
can touch me except the law and I wouldn't want it any other way. I'm at every
beck and call for a media frenzy. She asked for it your honor. Just like the
rest. That tattoo on her lower back is the watermark of the promiscuous. Her
short skirt was screaming out for murder. It was like the 4th of July with
people in the streets and stars in her eyes. 17 years of searching for love. 17
minutes of experiencing it. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">I'm
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<span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language: EN;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">I've
got blood on my hands and whiskey in my veins. If I could do it again I would
and I'd savor every loveless moment. They don’t call me the ripper for nothing
Jack. <o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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